Careless Mistake!

Aghhhh! I thot practical nnt, sa ble improve myself, my skills, my personality and my knowledge... Chit, nda owh... I keep on doing and REPEATING the same mistakes, over n over again. If not, every day i will create one. Am i careless? YA!! Hahaha, adakah marah in my own blog~ Xbha... im just mixed up wit diz uneasiness and 'bluriness' (wujudkah that word?) yg membelenggu my practical days.

It's been three weeks since i lapor diri to Jabatan Kimia; which is on 3rd Jan, n now is 26th~but i feel like i'm ody half-cooked inside the oven, blum lagi bulan ke-2. Me, a fud tech student, kena letak seksyen toxicology~and i have to bear with urine, blood, gastric larvage( isi perut) and all sorts of other 'wacky' instruments yg payah mau handleeeee~~~ *Im scared to operate the instruments, it cost more than hundreds!! Thousands o harga dia....$$$$~
Eeeek. Actually, i messed up some alcohol analysis, and oh my dear~~itu mentor sa macam mau rise up uda boiling point, but praise God, he didn't freak out due to my stupidity; and he didn't shrieked at me. People at Jabatan Kimia were soooo nice, friendly, and level of patience mencecah langit. Sgt patient. I love them! But i hate my mistakes.

Hope by the end of January, i can flow with their flow and won't do any careless mistake anymore. Fed up with all those guilty feelings; and im tired of being timid in front of them. God, hope i can prove to myself and to them that im not merely a pure careless girl that needs inspection everytym buat kerja. I want to change! Sailormoon, bertukar!!! *beih, tiba2~

C'mon!!! Majulah elvut utk Praktikal training! *everyday la kena pakai labcoat, hukhuk~~~ Miss UMS plak...ma geng2 karas SSMP!